comfortably confused.
Saturday, November 21, 2009 @ 9:36 AM
I did these two at work yesterday, I skipped my breaks because of this, but it was all good. I pretty much love the outcome of these two, this is not the best that I can do, I know that, all I need is more practise :D I hope you like 'em too, because it will surely make me happy. ehhe. nadawah.
today is my off day. I don't have plans later, probably just gonna go to Keem's place and watch how sexy they play PingPong, haha.
and I feel much better today, eventhough I still have a little cold. hehe.
have a great weekend! :D
love.
"asphyxiated by your cauterizing eyes ♥"
Mall J!
Thursday, November 19, 2009 @ 10:11 PM
Eera @ Mall J.
I hope you like this. you look totally gorgeous next to the beautiful horse, it really suits you. I will keep updating for you, okay? I'll try not to keep you girls wait really long. loveyou!
ps. you can have the original size the next time you see me.--
mistakes are still obvious but I'm liking the whole idea. I am not looking forward for perfection, but satisfaction is what more important to me. I can't say I'm 100% satisfied, but it's good enough for me. no, I am not that good in editing or manipulating, nor that I have someone to teach me and point out my mistakes :( but having a few people liking my works really mean big to me. I've gotta improve with detailed editing :| and I am so lazy to look for tutorials :( yikes.
bytheway, FOLLOW ME on twitter :D I am active there. heee.
goodnight :D
"asphyxiated by your cauterizing eyes ♥"
dont push lucks.
@ 12:29 PM
Happy Birthday, Ayah.
and Happy Belated Birthday, Abang.
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woah. I stayed home yesterday, tucked myself in bed, all day. doing nothing, just lying down and feeling weak and staring at the empty space. I wasted my precious time resting, I just missed a day :( luckily, Awan came to see me and made my day :D
I'm still feeling heavy today, but I had to go to work, I was hoping to skip another day but I had 9 hours of sleep lastnight and that should be enough for me to go through today. I really dont wana push my luck, cause I'll be needing it next time :) 5 hours to go, I wonder what I'm going to do later, lastnight I avoided my laptop 'cause it was giving me headaches. I hope to get better so I can smoothly do my editing works later. hee.
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yknow, imaginations take us to the places we wana go, the places we wana avoid, the places weve been. imaginations can be both lovely and deadly. I'm just saying. cause other than that, imaginations can be the best therapy.
have a good day, readers :D
"asphyxiated by your cauterizing eyes ♥"
work time!
Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @ 10:58 PM
using only CS3.
will keep updating. I know you girls can't wait for the pictures, I'll do my best okay?
and again, for the 'I-can't-remember' times of the year, I'm feeling unwell again. I guess my immune system isn't as strong as it used to be, even my blood pressure is below average :| yikes.
i should rest now :) goodnight world.
if anyone happens to see the meteor shower, tell me, okay? :D
love.
"asphyxiated by your cauterizing eyes ♥"
hearts can change
Sunday, November 15, 2009 @ 11:21 PM
It's amazing what one person can do. Some people build you up just to bend and break you. Some people bring out parts of you that you had no clue existed. All throughout life, we meet people and every single one of them brings something to us, gives us some sort of purpose. We come across people that will hurt us so incredibly much that it seems unbearable to go on with our lives, but the truth is, we can overcome anything we want to if we believe in it enough, if we have faith in ourselves, in who we are. The most important thing in life is to find yourself. Know who you are at all times and stand by that for the rest of your life. No one has to the right to tell you who you are and control your life, 'cause it's yours. Your life is meant to be lived by no one else but yourself. We sometimes let people get the best of us, destroy us and change our opinions on what we believe is true. Only you know what's right for yourself. You have the power, you make the choices and you learn. Each experience we go through in a life is a lesson to be learned. We all make mistakes. Why is that so hard for some to understand? No one should be judged by the mistakes they have made. It's past news. Everything happens for a reason, and without the hard times, how would we ever realize our true strength? It's only through a time of suffering when we realize how strong we truly are inside, when we realize how much we can actually put up with and deal with before we eventually break.
copy and pasted :)
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photo taken at Keem's during jamming :P
I still don't feel like updating much. so, until now. I'll get back to you guys when I feel like it, I know I have a lot of things to share, the timing isn't right, that's all.
Goodnight beautiful people. may all of you have a sweet dream and a good sleep.
love.
"asphyxiated by your cauterizing eyes ♥"
Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 2:59 PM
I can do so many things with long hair. hahahaha. anyways, talking about hair, I've taken my cd from IA saloon already. I'm gonna post one two photos and that's it, alright?
hope you guys like it. and yes Ive been MIA. I hardly find free time now, pasal free time untuk sleep :P heheeee. but I feel loved.
I'm going to an even later tonight, I hope it's on, cause I didn't get to reply my friend's text yesterday :| haha. bahh, hope you guys have a fun weekend :D
"asphyxiated by your cauterizing eyes ♥"
Tsas :D
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 @ 3:51 AM
Happy belated 19th birthday! :D
I'll see you Monday!
"asphyxiated by your cauterizing eyes ♥"
using only CS3.
photo taken at Keem's during jamming :P
